Thrice In One Night

Not a very smart title for a post, I know. But it's true.

I don't know how it happened. I wasn't sure at the start. Uncomfortable. Fidgety but quizzical about the first step.

The first was planned. I had decided to on the way back from work today, in the bus. I thought about it in the train too. I must this time. The second time it was instantaenous. I knew I wanted to and so I went ahead. Like one of those novelty items. It was very quick and over with. I'm losing this thrill that I've had of completing it, the self satisfaction tagline which reads, "I enjoyed that". And this is the third post. All in 3 hours.

I'm losing it.